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[16 Sep 2006|01:08am] |
ive put in my body today:
redbull for breakfast, iced soy caramel macchiato for lunch, diet coke for dinner, a xanax 3 ibuprofen and 3 vodka shots before bed.
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[24 Aug 2006|12:41am] |
so I say
Still away
Sleep close my eyes
An image of
Your face
Traced in white sand
Underneath
Undefined
I lay down
With arms outstreched
I embrace the fall
And all the time
I tried
To let you know
Discomfort comes clearly
Sometimes you see right through me
words, words
Your married to that
Your married to that
Your married to your pain
although you hit me hard
I come back
The earth cries
And I call
On the inside
Running behind
Which one will I face?
Running behind
Which one will i....
thin comfort
In what I say
My back is turned
I halo my soul
For awhile
And all the time
I tried
To let you know
Discomfort
Comes clearly
When I shout
Sometimes you see right through me
Angel words, words
Your married to that
Your married to that
Your married to your pain
although you hit me hard
I come back
The earth cries
And I fall
On the inside
Running behind
Which one will I face?
Running behind
Which one will i....
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| i remember when i used to get drunk off of a forty... |
[26 Jul 2006|02:19am] |
sure, why not.
9 lasts.
-last place you were: work ... or the bathroom throwing up my last meal... or the exxon down the street stealing snacks.. can't remembe.r
-last cigarette: some random lunch break im sure.
-last beverage:r 40 0z. of bud lite, classy
-last movie seen: cant remember.
-last phone call: dennis
-last cd played: burnt cd i drew a black heart on.
-last bubble bath: "an attmept at one, with a boy." copied and pasted circa 1990....
-last song you heard: fuck im drunk..thats not a song but shit, i had to state how im feeling.
-last time you cried: cant fucking remmeber. hopefully i can tonite.
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8 have-you-evers.
-have you ever dated someone twice: blah blah surw.
-cheated on: yeah yeah eve if i hadnt someone would probably say i had.
you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: god, yes.
-have you ever fallen in love: nah.
-have you ever been depressed: no
-have you ever laughed so hard you started to cry? started to pee? yes totally!!!.
-have you ever been drunk and thrown up: hoperully not tonte.
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7 states you've been to:
mass
RI represent
new york
california
nevada
florida
new hampshire
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6 things you did last night.....
1. went to fiesta
2. made nicole look like a model
3. gave josh a handjob (joke, but funny if you kjonw who he is)
5. kissed a black guy on the lips
6. drove home from west hollywood
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5 favorite things today.
64 oz. of beer
myspave via a real comp. and not my scene kick
m&ms
not doing dump
20 dollars from my prostitute friend.
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4 people you can tell pretty much anything to.
1. nicole
2. josh
3. katelyn
4. becky whipp
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3 favorite colors.
black
black
white
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2 things you want to do before you die.
1. find someone to have my babies
2. wear a size 24
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1 thing you regret.
1.not getting more snacks tonite
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| yay for you |
[25 Jul 2006|05:18am] |
"If I had sex with sarah I wouldn't say anything either"
Living it up in Lgay as usual
My job is amazing and hopefully I can buy my new ride soon
Started a new semester ar school so far its been exciting
I'm really good at doing makeup ps...
And there's this boy who is really fun to hang out with...
Went to six flags in ventura last week had the best fucking time ever!!!
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| my latest entries are pretty much just conversations |
[06 Jul 2006|02:56pm] |
VWGeek16v: You really are a sweetheart and im sorry we didn't get along for so long
VWGeek16v: I crush you more than you'll ever realize
VWGeek16v: Your not so bad ass like you put out to be sarah p. And im not that much of an asshole
SarahHeartlesss: i dont think im a bad ass
SarahHeartlesss: i think people like to think im terrible
SarahHeartlesss: i know that im a nice girl
VWGeek16v: And i know that now too
JOOOOOOOOOOKE.
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| one of the reasons were pals. |
[02 Jul 2006|12:46pm] |
SarahHeartlesss: but whatd you do last nite
FromBlackToRed: Drank too much
SarahHeartlesss: hahha
SarahHeartlesss: love you
FromBlackToRed: Poured an entire glass of water on my floor
SarahHeartlesss: oh yay?
FromBlackToRed: On purpose
SarahHeartlesss: youre kindve like me
SarahHeartlesss: so im not even going to ask why you did it
FromBlackToRed: Same reason as you
FromBlackToRed: I dunno?
FromBlackToRed: Danced around with a wig on I think
SarahHeartlesss: HHAHAHHAHAHAH
SarahHeartlesss: best thing youve ever said
SarahHeartlesss: i was dancing around naked last nite too
SarahHeartlesss: hahahah!!!
FromBlackToRed: Hahaha
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[24 Jun 2006|05:46pm] |
so josh states that i have lost approximately 12lbs.
interesting.
unfortunately, i can not confirm or deny this accusation.
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| sad day |
[24 Jun 2006|02:55pm] |
rusHCore (2:50:07 PM): me and shawn think the world, the world of you
SarahHeartlesss (2:52:26 PM): hahaha why
rusHCore (2:51:17 PM): man cause your the chillest girl ever!
SarahHeartlesss (2:52:36 PM):ha
rusHCore (2:51:27 PM): we say it all the time we wish you and mike hooked up man
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[17 Jun 2006|03:50am] |
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i love to be sad.
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[03 Jun 2006|12:37am] |
Don't say your sorry
Play the part real cool
I'm not that angry
You're just not that cool
Don't blow your mind tonight
I can make it alright
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[26 May 2006|08:50pm] |
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i also feel like you think you know, but youre mistaken.
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[16 May 2006|01:29pm] |
They say it fades if you let it, love was made to forget it. i carved
your name across my eyelids, you pray for rain i pray for blindness.
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[10 May 2006|01:06am] |
remember when i said that it was love only if it made you absolutely crazy?
well i take it back.
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| who doesnt love celebs? |
[02 May 2006|02:27am] |
remember when cameron diaz was in my store today shopping?! remember when she was so cute.
good times
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| oh god. |
[29 Apr 2006|03:21pm] |
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whiskey. vodka. both straight.. with a boy. 6am hasnt felt classier.
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[26 Apr 2006|01:43am] |
and when you only want to call one person.. and you know that you cant.
(sad day)
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| yeah yeah noone cares. |
[24 Apr 2006|01:54pm] |
best
1. Male friend: josh and long
2. Female friend: see my "top 8"
3. Vacation: home
last
1. Person you saw: my roomate
2. Talked to on the phone: katelyn
3. Hugged: cant remember
4. Text: some girl in my marketing class
5. Messaged over myspace: some boy.
today
1. What are you doing now: wasting time before work.. eating cereal listening to tegan and sara
2. Wearing: arden b denim, red t shirt, white hoodie
3. Better than yesterday? not yet.
tomorrow
1. Is: cinespace maybe.
2. Got any plans: 6 hr pattern making class.
3. Goal: dont spend money
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: 6 hrs of pattern making.
favorite
1. Number: four
2. Song: gold lion. yeah yeah yeahs (at the moment)
3. Color: black
4. Season: summer.
currently
1. Missing someone: not really
2. mood: tired
3. Wanting: new shoes
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True/False
I am a cuddler?
false
I am a morning person?
false.
I am a perfectionist?
true (ish)
I am an only child?
false. i am the oldest of two
I am currently in my pajamas?
false.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart?
false
I am addicted to myspace?
true.
I am online 24/7?
true.
I am very shy around the opposite gender?
false
I can be paranoid at times?
false (i dont give a shit)
I currently regret something that I have done?
true.
When I get mad I curse frequently?
true. though i might usually use profanity
I enjoy country music?
true (one of my pals is from texas)
I enjoy jazz music?
false.
I enjoy smoothies?
true
I enjoy talking on the phone?
false.
I have a cell phone?
true.
I have a hard time paying attention at school?
false
I have a hidden talent?
maybe.
I have a lot to learn?
true
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal?
false.
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl?
true.
I have all my grandparents?
false. i'm missing one.
I have at least one brother and/or sister?
true. i have a sister
I've been told that I am smart?
true.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor?
true.
I have broken a bone?
false.
I have changed a diaper?
true.
I have changed a lot over the past year?
true. emotionally and physically
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color?
true.
I have had major/minor surgery?
false.
I have killed another person?
false.
I have had my hair cut within the last week?
false
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[24 Apr 2006|02:02am] |
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what the hell am i talking about half the time!?
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| oh and... |
[20 Apr 2006|09:38pm] |
the other nite when katelyn was still here, we were all standing outside of cinespace (hollywood blvd.) tooling around laughing at robert goulet's star... well there was this group of japanese kids and one girl came up to us and asked if she could take a picture with us... we all took this cheesy photo and were like.. random.
so then we hear one of the japanese guys go "looks like an 80s album cover"
oh man, this made me laugh. i cant wait till those asian assholes take that photo back to their home land to tell all their friends and family what assholes in the states look like.
best nite ever.
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